Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Aims in life
Finding an amazing place where everyone is perfect and beautiful. it's true! Everyone is charismatic and intelligent, and No one's trotting around in a half assed presentation of themselves, because looks Do matter. and I'm prepared to work as hard as necessary...Sometimes, it's about leaving parts of the past behind so you can go as far as possible.
Meanwhile, I've been thinking about why I suddenly feel empty and more insecure (than usual? haha); I think it's because I'm taking a break from orch this quarter, so I haven't a leadership position to perform, keep busy, and validate myself with. I'm trying to find something else at the moment that will fill that gap, something that's a mix between service, and hopefully to do with the market, which is an interest at the moment. I need to get out more, definitely, dressing up is always fun. And of course, health scares always put things into perspective.
Any jokes generated this week by myself can all be regarded as highly offensive and will not be posted on this blog for my own safety.
belle epoque at 12:51 PM